Monday, September 8, 2008
A year ago our house looked like this and our little Braxty was in a body cast. I still cry when I see those old pictures of him and I remember how worried sick I was about him. Now he runs around crazy and I feel so blessed. I know our trials this last year are a drop in the bucket compared to what others have had to go through. I'm not complaining just reflecting on how blessed I feel today. Our house is beautiful and Braxton is healthy. Even all the drama with Cash and the pregnancy and he is just perfect. Through all the drama and changes over the past year one thing has remained the same. My Heavenly father and Jesus my brother love us so much. He has blessed us so greatly. I was so resentful of having another baby and yet he has given me my sweet little boy Cash. He is such a sweet sprit and brings so much joy to our family. WE are so blessed to belong to his church and know that life is more than just dirty diapers and dirty dishes. That we are doing his work and are a part of a bigger plan and a bigger family. I feel so much love and know that comes from My relationship with our Savior.